I always appreciate feedback from My submissives, and this pet in particular has been one of the sweetest and most devoted pets that I've had! This is what My darling boy one has to say:
I first met Goddess Emilia Song around December of 2020, the week of Christmas if I remember. I started to follow her on her various platforms Twitter and OnlyFans, we started talking and getting to know one another and I discovered that along with being a sex worker, she is a Domme as well. I came to the kink community when I was 18 and it took me some time to discover who I was within the community. What I discovered about myself was that I was a submissive and that’s who I identify as within kink community. After discovering who I was, I learned about D/S relationships within the community and that was a goal to reach and strive for one day in my life. As we continued to chat and after I completed a task for her, Goddess Emilia was willing to take me on as one of her submissives or as what she calls me her pet.
We had our first video chat with one another on New Year’s Eve and it was a great way to end the shit year that was 2020. I was nervous going into it as I didn’t know what to expect or how we would get along. The nerves went away as we started talking with one another and we just started to click and get along, it was a great first session for the two of us. She wanted me to define my goal with her and what I wanted out of this dynamic that we’d be exploring. My goal that I said to her was that I wanted to be collared by her at some point. Anyone within the BDSM community knows what that means and how important a commitment it is for the people involved.
As the days and weeks went along, I suggested at one point trying anal play and getting a tail plug for myself. We found a site and she picked one out for me and once it came we had a session for it. I was nervous at first with anal play, but as I practiced and with the guidance of my wonderful Goddess I’ve been enjoying it. I’m thrilled about having a tail plug as it feels so comfortable inside me and being able to play with it and wave the tail around has been so much fun. Now having a tail plug I wanted to suggest and ask about getting more toys and looking at collars. Along with looking for collars, Goddess Emilia gave me a task to look for nipple clamps, a dildo, and a chastity cage.
It wasn’t too long ago that there was a death in the family as my surrogate grandmother had passed away. I had reached out to Goddess Emilia about this news as I wanted to let her know what was going on. She was there for me during the whole process to help me grieve and whatever else you do when this happens, I’m still figuring it out. She sent me a video that helped me get through most of the nights and helped me in the week leading up to the memorial service. I had other friends help me in their own ways, but for Goddess Emilia to be there and just comfort me when I needed it was something I’ll always be grateful for. It may sound cliche, I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart for being there for me when I needed it.
I’m someone who had multiple open heart surgeries when I was young where I almost died. Through those surgeries there was some oxygen that didn’t make it to my brain that left me impaired when it comes to certain things like math, science, processing information. I’m someone who needs to have things written out in a clear and concise way for it to make sense to me. I bring this up because Goddess Emilia has been great at accommodating and accepting me for these disabilities that I have. She’ll never get mad at me for some of these quirks that I have and that even extends to the anxiety and mental health issues I have. I couldn’t be more grateful that she’s my Goddess for all that she’s done for me so far.